Sacrifice the Big Stuff


Sacrifice the Big Stuff

I was made aware, at a very early age, that being a disciple of Christ takes sacrifice. I was told this simple truth by parents, teachers, pastors, and any elderly person I happened to bump into at potlucks. However, I don’t think I ever truly realized what the idea of sacrifice for Christ meant until I had to do it myself.

You see, most of those people who would tell me about everything I had to give up to follow Him all had one thing in common: they told me I had to give up things. Music, movies, food, money, sometimes relationships. So when I started getting to know my savior better, I was extremely startled to find myself changing. It was more than just giving up something I liked. Instead of asking me to throw away certain video games, or spend more time reading scripture, He asked me for me.

Looking back on it now, it’s a little humorous, but at the time, I was honestly pretty scared. I thought I was majorly depressed, none of the things that usually brought me happiness, or at the very least enjoyment, were making me feel anything at all. In fact, I truly didn’t want to do the things that had always been on the top of my list of priorities. I was changing, and in turn so were the things I enjoyed, the things I liked to do, and who I enjoyed doing them with.

This is how all relationships go, you meet someone new, and after spending enough intimate time with them, you start to adopt their mannerisms, their little quirks, and ultimately, their likes and dislikes. The only difference is that with God, you become more like the Creator of the universe, and that comes at a worldly price.

I find that most people focus a lot on the little things that they sacrifice for a relationship with Christ, when in truth, I think the true sacrifice is something much greater, it’s a sacrifice of being. You make the conscious decision to not only give up the things you identify yourself with, but to stop wanting them all together. It’s a sacrifice of identity. A sacrifice many, either don’t understand or aren’t willing to make.

Many people reverse engineer the sacrifice process, and give up all the insignificant things in an attempt to keep from having to sacrifice their identity, and who they are as individuals. They believe the lie that Christ isn’t worth it, that the unique identity he has in store for every one of us is less than the ones we have chosen for ourselves. When in truth, the only fulfilling way to experience this life, is with the identity and purpose God has given us.

The importance of this knowledge comes with action. Because the only way to be an accurate depiction of Christ, the only way to really benefit from His blessings, and the only way to truly “enspire” others, is when you accept the identity Christ has intended for you, and are willing to make the sacrifice that comes with it. A sacrifice of identity. A sacrifice worth making.

Written by Jack Bendall, a student at Chisholm Trail Academy.


A Daily Prayer


A Daily Prayer


You, who in various times and in various ways spoke to our fathers in times past today, speak to us through Jesus. God, you are high and transcend above, mighty and holy and awesome yet choose to spend time with us.

God, I thank you for the life that you’ve given me; another day and frankly just another opportunity to have appointments with you.

God, my deepest desire is that before I open my eyes, may I not see with my eyes-- seeing envy, jealousy, and hatred --but instead grant me the ability to see with Your eyes—seeing everyone with love, and respect.

God, before I step out of my bed I desire for my feet to wonder with you. To be led without seeing, to the place where I would give you the most glory.

God, before my hands begin the menial repetitive task I compete day to day, I ask you may outstretch Your hand and partner with me in the service of others.

God, before I speak a word of malice, disgust, criticism, to my family, friends, peers, may You touch my mouth with coals of fire and instead speak confidence, empowerment, and life to strangers and companions alike.

Holy Spirit humble me.

Jesus allow me the privilege of service.

Father show me how to love how You love.


I plead this in the name of Jesus,


Chantal Williams recently graduated from Andrews University as a doctor of physical therapy, and has been involved with Enspire Productions since 2011.


Sabbath: But Why? Part 1


Sabbath: But Why? Part 1

An Intentional Disruption

Sabbath. What does it even mean? When you hear or read this word, you may think of the band Black Sabbath, you may associate it with an antiquated religious idea, or you may know exactly what it means and you’re wondering why you should care.

The truth is that this notion is something you’re quite familiar with. The concept of Sabbath is intricately intertwined with rest, wholeness, and peace.

Some Sabbath moments you may have experienced are:

  • Taking a personal day from work to get your nails did.

  • Feeling burned out from the daily schedule, so you intentionally ignore something on your to do list.

  • Turning your phone off to get some peace and quiet (even though it physically hurts to miss a text).

  • Pretending homework isn’t real and doing something that’s fun instead.

Resting is something so important, that even the Christian God does it. In the very first book of the Christian Bible, God does something interesting. Here I am quoting from the second chapter of Genesis, verses 1 to 3.

“Thus the heavens and the earth were finished, and all the host of them. And on the seventh day God finished his work that he had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all his work that he had done. So God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it God rested from all his work that he had done in creation.”

Did anything pop out to you? For me, it seems so strange that God would rest on the seventh day. If he is as all-powerful as the Christian Bible claims, then why would he need to rest after literally just speaking? This makes me wonder. Perhaps something else is going on here.

Let’s look into the meaning of rest as used in the Christian Bible. In various contexts, the word can be translated as:

  • Rest = Cease

  • Rest = Desist from labor

  • Rest = Keep the Sabbath

 The Hebrew word, “שבת” (Shabbat) is translated as “rested.” The same Hebrew word also is translated as Sabbath. Therefore, when God finished creation, he “sabbathed” on the seventh day.

For the Christian, it is believe that the Bible has a sort of internal coherence. Even with different writers and centuries, Christians believe that God super-intended the whole thing so that it makes sense when compared with itself. Under this presupposition, another portion of the Christian Bible illuminates a bit on what’s not happening here in the verse we read in Genesis. Let’s look at Isaiah chapter 40, verse 28. 

“Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable.”

If we’re to believe what is written here, then God could not have been resting in Genesis because he was tired. So what else could be happening here?

Let’s try imagining this together through the eyes of Alexander Hamilton. In the paradigm-shifting musical, Alexander is doing all sorts of amazing things for the revolutionary army. He is appealing to congress, contacting and dialoguing with top generals. He is called George Washington’s right-hand man. He’s influential in the midst of power in the midst of a struggle. Yet, he was forced home by George Washington. His wife and unborn child await him as he trudges home, knowing that his mission isn’t done yet. 

Have you ever had a forced rest like Hamilton had? In the middle of your work, were you forced to sit down and stop what you were doing? Maybe you had a cold, or you hurt something etc. Not very enjoyable, was it?

Try listening to this portion of the song, “That Would Be Enough.” (0:35 – 1:04)

Some lyrics to highlight:

Hamilton: Will you relish being a poor man’s wife? Unable to provide for your life?

Eliza: I relish being your wife. Look around, look around.


There’s an issue of identity here. Alexander wants to do, do, do – and when there’s a disruption of these things, that are in fact good things, he sees himself as useless. Meanwhile, the whole time Eliza loves him, not for what he does, or has done, or even will do, but she simply states that she relishes being his wife.

 Alexander is a smart dude, but he’s missing the point. The things he was doing were good, but Eliza just wanted to be with him.

 God does a lot of things in this passage we read from Genesis that makes sit and wonder.

 But Why?

 For Jesus, creation is not just a poof then He’s done kind of thing. This is an intimate, dirty process. He could think everything into existence, but he chose to interact in a way that we can sense. He speaks, and reality hears. He forms Adam and the animals from the earth, and reality feels. Oh, man and I imagine the smells of freshly created earth were so much better smelling than any massage parlor’s essential oils. The very method that God uses in creation is other focused. This idea culminates with God blessing the Sabbath.

 This is what I believe God’s rest on Sabbath means. It’s to be, rather than to do.

The irony is that we create a lot of “no-can-do lists” for ourselves while resting.

For the Christian, the idea that we have to protect the Sabbath as if our actions bless it and make it holy are backwards. I’m critiquing myself here. Rather than focusing on others and righting wrongs, we argue about what can and cannot be done on Sabbath. 

 This is what Hamilton struggled with. Rather than looking at what he could do at home like be with Eliza, talk about their unborn child, spend time with her, etc., he was concerned with what he was not doing.

 The reality is that there’s a terrifying amount of subjectivity in keeping Sabbath. How we are “other-focused” can manifest differently for each person. For the Christian to try and “do” specific things to make Sabbath holy is blasphemous to say - because God Himself already blessed it. With the Christian understanding, how could humans do something to bless it further?

 Sabbath (as intended), is a way to step out of the daily grind and be able to spend time enjoying all of our hard work. If time is money, then Sabbath is the wealthiest day of the week. 

Over in Silicon Valley, there are camps dedicated for adults to disconnect from their normal life. This means that they don’t have computers, phones, or any other gadgets that garner so much attention during their daily lives. If even the place that’s known for creating much of the technology we interact with each day things it’s valuable to disconnect, then maybe there’s something to this Sabbath idea.

 One final analogy. A few months ago I tried out Amazon Prime Wardrobe for the first time. You see, I’m ultra-picky when it comes to my running shoes. I have to run with them, feel them, like the color, make sure they support, etc. So when I found some shoes on Amazon that I thought I liked, I was extremely wary to buy them without trying them first. Thankfully, that’s the whole premise of Amazon Prime Wardrobe! I ordered the shoes to try, and I promptly went on a run while wearing them.

 I hated them. They were stiff, uncomfortable, and I just wasn’t feeling it. But I figured I might as well wear them for the next week, because I could just send them back without charge, so why not?

 I went on another run with them, and this time, they felt incredible. It was weird, I thought I put on the wrong pair of shoes, because this time they felt so great and different. Happily, I purchased the shoes so that I wouldn’t have to send them back after the trial period. I never would’ve known that I loved these shoes if I didn’t try them on first.

Let’s imagine that God is like Amazon. You can try this idea of Sabbath before purchasing. I’m not even asking that you sample anything else – just Sabbath.

 This next Saturday (because that’s when God Sabbathed), try setting aside just one hour where you normally would be working, doing homework, or something that could be seen as burden. In that hour, try being with someone in an intentional way. You could call a friend, call some family, visit someone, it’s up to you. Try it and see what happens.

 I’m not sure if you believe in God, or even a higher power, but imagine that these words that Eliza is singing to Alexander in “That would be Enough” are God himself singing directly to you.


Jonny has been involved with Enspire Productions since 2009. He is currently enrolled in the MDiv. program at the Andrews University Theological Seminary.